Firstly Happy Birthday (or belated)...this made me so emotional and experience all stages of grief because it is scary getting old and ...to me crying of my bday is a tradition too. I hope you are doing well and lots of hope and light to you
we should all just make a birthday blues club and join each other's crying sessions before our birthdays. I think it would be fun. but joke's aside thank you for your kind wishes, may the tears we shed on our birthdays become the streams that carry away all the weight of the words we couldn't say <3
I felt that. I have never been happy in my birthdays. Maybe when I was child. But now every birthday of mine a little victory cuz I survived, and mostly sadness cuz I don’t feel happy and excited like I supposed to be. And a little grief to my old self and the self that I couldn’t reach yet.. thank you for your words.
thank you for sharing your thoughts. i deeply understand you. i hope the day comes when the feelings around this day will be more gentle, when birthdays don't start with tears and melancholic songs. maybe it's all a part of a process we're not aware of yet, and that makes me a little more optimistic. thank you for reading, a big hug to you <3
Firstly Happy Birthday (or belated)...this made me so emotional and experience all stages of grief because it is scary getting old and ...to me crying of my bday is a tradition too. I hope you are doing well and lots of hope and light to you
we should all just make a birthday blues club and join each other's crying sessions before our birthdays. I think it would be fun. but joke's aside thank you for your kind wishes, may the tears we shed on our birthdays become the streams that carry away all the weight of the words we couldn't say <3
I felt that. I have never been happy in my birthdays. Maybe when I was child. But now every birthday of mine a little victory cuz I survived, and mostly sadness cuz I don’t feel happy and excited like I supposed to be. And a little grief to my old self and the self that I couldn’t reach yet.. thank you for your words.
thank you for sharing your thoughts. i deeply understand you. i hope the day comes when the feelings around this day will be more gentle, when birthdays don't start with tears and melancholic songs. maybe it's all a part of a process we're not aware of yet, and that makes me a little more optimistic. thank you for reading, a big hug to you <3